Seeking Thirst: a Novel (First Edition) by Carleen Sobrino Bonnivier

Seeking Thirst, a novel, by Carlene Sobrino Bonnivier Carol was relinquished at birth and raised in foster homes, downtown Los Angeles. She's too tough to spend any time thinking about any of that. She decides against thought and drifts into drugs and alcohol, and, more positively into art and imagination. She never shows her drawings to anyone and never shares her thoughts or the funny things she imagines that do give her delight (such as the sights and sounds of Spike Jones and Ravi Shanker in love). Carol disguises herself as normal. She acquires a husband, a home, a Honda, a health plan. Cocktails. Some sort of peace. . .till the pop gun and the sitar go off, and the good life falls away. The scream-need starts up again, breaks right through the anesthesia, at about the same time she is convicted of Driving Under the Influence. Attempting to cut down on her drinking while doing time cleaning up a golf course on weekends, she finds herself irresistibly drawn to a woman on her clean-up crew who asks her to not have a drink for one month and see what happens. Carol changes her name to Orion, gives up alcohol, at least for the month, and embraces her love for the woman. The tantalizing belief arises that she, as Orion, can be visible and known and, even so, loved. Discovery. The universe. Then, betrayal. Nothing twinkling in that night sky. But there is a new and frightening possibility. Knowledge and courage. It might kill her to try this path, but she decides to face the deeply unknown. She leaves the comfort of her home in San Francisco but picks up and takes with her the nightmare memories of her childhood experiences in downtown Los Angeles. She decides to do something she's never done before: She sets out on a long trek, alone, backpacking in the mountains of Northern California. She takes no alcohol or drugs, no compass, not even cigarettes or something to read. She will know and understand and deal with whatever it is she has avoided all her life. She calls what she is doing Seeking Thirst.

Language: ‎English
Paperback: ‎235 pages
ISBN-10: ‎098145001-6
ISBN-13: ‎978-09-8-145001-8
Item Weight: ‎12.6 ounces